mandy自从和老朋友们重新见面后，整个人陷入了一种迷幻状态，似乎她虽然在这个世界上好好地活着，但似乎有一半魂魄留在了某个遥远的，偏僻的，古早的，隔离的，陌生的，熟悉的时空里。

洛可嘉第一个察觉到她的迷离疑惑，似乎她总是在问，“我是谁”、“我为什么在这里”、“这是哪里”、“这些人都是哪来的”、“原来的我呢？”

走丢了……

她的每一个微笑都在说，“我好困惑”、“我错了吗”、“我怎么办”……

在孙先生拜访后第二天，mandy摔了Nichole心爱的大熊猫勺子，第三天她忘了去接oscar放学，第四天她忘了烧饭，那两天洛妈和洛老爹由热旺陪着去费城玩儿了。

洛可嘉忍无可忍，决定跟mandy好好谈谈。

“You are not yourself these days.” said Lock， looking directly into her eyes.

“I don't quiet follow you.” returned mandy， turning the pages in front of her rather rampantly.

“You wanted to find your lost self as a teenager， didn't you?” Lock was ruthless.

“that's so untrue.” mandy would not look at her husband in the eye.

“wanna a talk?”lock retreated a little bit but his grounds were firmly held.

“they haven't changed much since we last saw one another.” at last mandy decided to spill out all that was lingering on her mind——bearing the weight is wearisome.

“they? whom in the world do you refer to， those w